Grant Troutt, Madi Prewett’s husband, reveals he battled his own “shameful” porn and drug addiction—crediting a spiritual awakening for his transformation and ongoing purity journey.

   

Madi Prewett’s husband is sharing his story after she aired his sexual struggles on her podcast.

Grant Troutt told “Stay True” listeners Monday that he was on a “shameful roller-coaster cycle” of “looking at pornography” and smoking marijuana.

“[In] 2019, I’m following Jesus,” the 29-year-old recalled. “I’m early in my faith … and still falling back into all these sins.”

Madi Prewett and Grant Troutt via Instagram in March 2025

Madi Prewett’s husband, Grant Troutt, discussed his previous porn addiction on the “Bachelor” alum’s podcast. Madison Prewett/Instagram

Grant Troutt on "Stay True" Monday

The pastor called his past a “shameful roller coaster” on Monday’s “Stay True” episode. Stay True Podcast

Troutt remembered his habits fluctuating “up and down,” explaining, “It [was] three days good, one day bad.”

However, he changed his lifestyle after experiencing “really bad” anxiety the following year.

“One of the last times I ever smoked weed, I had this crazy panic attack [and] thought I was overdosing,” Troutt said. “All these moments were happening to me, and as I look back, what that did to me is it scared the heck out of me to not do any drugs. I was like, ‘No more.'”

 

Grant Troutt on "Stay True" Monday

He stopped watching porn after experiencing “really bad” anxiety. Stay True Podcast

Madison Prewett on "Stay True" Monday

His comments came two weeks after Prewett talked about Troutt having premarital sex. Stay True Podcast

At the time, he also took his “sexual sin seriously,” which “led [him] into the arms of Jesus Christ.”

The pastor noted, “He was healing me. It was like he was stripping everything in my life because it was drawing me right into the person of Jesus Christ.”

Prewett touched on her partner having premarital sex in an episode last month, telling listeners Troutt didn’t think this was “a big deal.”

Madi Prewett and Grant Troutt via Instagram in October 2024

In the June episode, she shared her own struggles with porn and masturbation. madiprew/Instagram

Madi Prewett and Grant Troutt via Instagram in July 2024

The former reality star discussed their subsequent “lifestyle[s] of purity.” madiprew/Instagram

She said that after “continu[ing] to have sex with people,” he “started bringing an accountability in his life” and “chose to pursue a lifestyle of purity.”

The topic came up in June as Prewett addressed “break[ing] free” from her own porn and masturbation addiction.

The former reality star admitted, “That was something that enslaved me and marked me for so long. … I could not shake that.”

She clarified that this has not been the case for a decade.

Madi Prewett and Grant Troutt via Instagram in March 2025

The couple got married in 2022. Madison Prewett/Instagram

Madi Prewett and Grant Troutt via Instagram in June 2025

They share a 5-month-old daughter named Hosanna. Madison Prewett/Instagram

Prewett is best known for her time competing for Peter Weber’s heart on Season 24 of “The Bachelor” in 2020.

She began dating Troutt the following year, and the pair got engaged in August 2022.

The duo tied the knot two months later and welcomed daughter Hosanna, now 5 months, in January.