By the time of TOS, Spock had embraced his Vulcan side, although his more human tendencies sometimes slipped through. The younger Spock of Star Trek: Strange New Worlds has not yet fully embraced Vulcan logic and still finds himself caught between two different worlds. Perhaps no scene represents Spock's struggle better than the nightmare he has at the beginning of Strange New Worlds season 2, episode 5, "Spock Amok."
Spock’s Nightmare That He Becomes Human In Strange New Worlds Season 1 Explained
Spock Worried He Was Too Human To Be Truly Vulcan
In the opening scene of "Spock Amok," Spock dreams of his wedding to T'Pring (Gia Sandhu), but the dream quickly turns into a nightmare. Spock wears traditional Vulcan garb as he walks to meet T'Pring, who is fully decked out in wedding attire. As T'Pring approaches her fiancé, she stops and points to Spock's suddenly very human ears. Spock then looks down to find himself in his Starfleet uniform, as T'Pring declares that she "will not marry a human" and demands kal-if-fee. Spock asks who he will be fighting in this ritual combat, and T'Pring points to another version of Spock, this one fully Vulcan.
Accompanied by a musical score straight out of Star Trek: The Original Series, the two Spocks proceed to fight one another with traditional Vulcan lirpas. The Vulcan Spock proves to be the better warrior, besting his human self, even as the human Spock protests that he's not human. As the lirpa comes down on the human Spock, the real Spock jerks awake in his bed on the Enterprise, disconcerted by his nightmare. Spock's literal battle with himself symbolizes his struggles to reconcile his Vulcan and human sides, and his transformation foreshadows the events of Strange New Worlds season 2's "Charades."
Later in the episode, Spock confesses to his Vulcan fiancée T'Pring that he is afraid he is "not Vulcan enough" for her. He goes on to point out that Starfleet accepts him for who he is (half-Vulcan and half-human). Although the two part on amicable terms, "Spock Amok" marks the beginning of the end of their relationship and hints at the events of Strange New Worlds season 2, episode 5, "Charades."